So Sad

Oh Lord, "Homeward Bound" was the wrong movie to watch tonight!! :(

Maybe he'll turn up tomorrow... I'm not sure how much longer I can go on this way..

Lunch with my daughter

Well Rebecca came over and fixed me a wonderful lunch.  Here's a picture of my Tuna Club Sandwhich:

We also had some potato chips.  It was very nice of her to stop by, and it seemed like she was seeking some nurture from her dear old mother.  She has been quite upset as of late.  The loss of her father, my husband, has been difficult for all of us in the family and Rebecca is struggling to cope.  Stress is mounting at work and Danny has been nearly entirely reclusive.  If hes not out with his friends, he keeps himself locked up in his room blaring rap music she tells me.  She mentioned that there's also a terrbile smell coming from his side of the house but he refuses to let her in to his bedroom.  After she and her husband divorced Rebecca has been keeping busy taking care of Danny and maintaining a house.  Oh that child can sure be a burden.

I did my best to console her, we all miss Howard, yet he lived a long life.  I told her he wouldn't want us fretting like we are, he would want us all to get together as a family and take care of one another.

I tried but I felt like I just couldn't get through to her today.  Oh well.  Any advice?

-Bea

Still waiting...

I've been waiting by the phone but I still havent heard any replies to my flyers.  I suppose it's only one day but I would imagine I would hear something  by now right?  Well, about all I can do is the crossword and cross my fingers.  Although I'm feeling better the doctor AND my loving (but often overbearing) family wont allow me to drive around town searching yet.  They say I'll become so fatigued it will be dangerous..but I feel up to it!  Tootsie is the primary source of joy and excitement in my life! Without him I'll become too fatigued because I'll have no one to cheer me up and share my days with.

Rebecca is planning to stop by on her lunch break so I better be signing off soon.

back on my feet

So I've been starting to feel better and I've been researching to learn how to find Tootsie.  I found this website with a lot of helpful advice: http://www.fidofinder.com/find-your-lost-dog.php

I think I'm going to go plaster the neighborhood with posters for my missing doggie!

Wish me luck~

-Bea